- and the world came tumbling down.

2008-02-23T02:46:00.000-08:00

i ve got super rashes and super sore throat .
Lol.
well , i love camp .
super class bonding and all.
I LOVE 38 :D

2008-02-19T02:41:00.000-08:00

pengkoon get well soon :D

yeah , pk have a lot of suitors,
sec ones hot favourite :>
camp tmr,
hope pk can come :D
Lol.
:D
38 united.
i passed my chem ,
well ,
i passed my overall :DDDD
:D
i super look forward to camp .
:D

2008-02-18T03:31:00.000-08:00

:DDDD
passed my physics,
hope to do so for chem and eng : DDD
i bought my bag ,
daniel made us laugh by saying fruitcake.
camp's coming, im awaiting .
i practically have nothing to say ,
:D
goodbye & thankyou .
:D

2008-02-16T07:52:00.001-08:00

LOOKING FOR A NEW VALENTINE .
RECRUITMENT.
anyone interested please tag or nudge me ,
Hahahaha,

i need a sense of importance.
a feeling to know im really here.
easier said than done,
and one you are sure of something ,
you lose it just in a snap .
what you should have and know will be yours.
poking your nose into other poeple business brings more harm than good.
eavesdrop and you will hear things you dont want to .
I SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN SO NOSEY PARKER.
shucks.
i wonder.
why do the-girls-next-door are able to get attached.
why do boys go for the-girl-next-door.
why do people change their partner like changing clothes.
why do people have feelings.
why do people say i love you .
i love you aint a good phrase.
they have said it to like a gazillion people before you .
Hahahah.
i dont like i love you .
:D
gosh ,
and i ask myself ,
what on earth is this ?
:D
well , who cares.
im going to focus on my studies.
i must get back my a2s for chinese.
chinese : a2
english : b3
maths : c5
poa : b3
science : b3
humans : b3
f&n : b3

bl .
:D
church , fun.
i miss you all .
:D
esp william .
HAHAHA.
i really miss-ed you .
ask bl .
:D
bl = bloody lim
Hahahah.
:D
i love candy empire.
i spent 21$ there.
woohoo.
Lol.
:D
im a friggin waster.
:D
well .
we had a nice sermon .
:D
love conquers all then ?
we can bring happiness to others.
love never fails.
:DDDDDDDDDDD

2008-02-15T06:19:00.000-08:00

pengkoon :D
good guy on earth ,
:D
Hahahah.
walks you home .
talks to you .
help you take things.
anti - pervert .
all the good things you can find in a man you can find in him.
interested call : 93276***
ask my friends and they all will say pk is a good guy.
he is a good guy .
i feel bad on picking on pk all the time.

today .
we went venie house.
venie sister came out of the bathroom in a bathrobe.
without knowing pk was outside.
pk just shifted his eyesight and said wahlao .
Lol.
if is other guys their eyes would drop out .
HAHAHAHA.
fine.
im missing dance.
i will go back .
soon .
mingwei and catherine stead .
hahaha,
last long.
:D

TELL ME WHERE I STAND IN YOUR HEART .

so tell me .
where do i stand.

2008-02-09T19:14:00.000-08:00

i still dont have enough money .
Lol.
:D
Hahahhahaa.
i've intended to buy a haversack and a handbag .
like wl .
i lost money at 21.
LOL.
shouldnt have played.
kellin's mum is such a good player.
Lol.
im cash strapped- like never before.

2008-02-05T03:07:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !
FROM ONE SINGAPOREAN TO ANOTHER.
hahahaha.

thank god i passed my maths common test .
:D
i just hope i do so for the other subs.
:D
im not going to be as violent as now.
soon. i will.
i have a split personality ?
i guess.
mood changes and all .
attitude and all.
i certify i have split personality.
new year's coming.
$$$
i can pay my debts le.
zihui and yvonne and building fund.
shucks.
lets just hope i get enough.
:D
WANG WANG DA LI BAO .
buttache.
Lol.

2008-02-04T02:30:00.001-08:00

thanks lim for following me to serangoon.

common test and poa test ,
UNmanagable.
tough.
i pray that i can pass.
:DDDDD
as i said ,
zihui brought me to her kampong : D
i took my dear brother's ez link from there,
Hahaha .
nice kampong ah .
i dont know what and where i 'll be without 2607 and e141.
i love you all .

2008-02-03T05:47:00.000-08:00

common test tmr : D
Hahhaa.
lets pray i can pass.
:D
well, im back from malaysia.
i brought bubble gum as i promised my darling bestfriend kng.
:D
Hahahaha.
firstly i want to say :
kellin kng,
im very sorry that i always pangseh you .
i feel bad about it lah .
from today onwards,
i wont pangseh you unless i really need to attend to the matter.
: DDDDD

i finally bought my cny clothes.
Lol.
last minute rush .
im never going to rush for clothes.
whenever you cant match this with that .
you cant go and get a new one cause new year's like 3 days away .
never mind.
i'll find ways to match my clothes.
:D
Haahahahaha.
I miss church D:
i want to go church .
Hahahah.
soon , i'll be there : D

tag replies.

zihui ; im back ,i text-ed you :D
alicia ; hahaha , soon you'll see me.
joanna ; you make me go crazy (kiss)
Henry : HELLO : D
Yuinping : HELLO : D
Qiuli : Hahah , see you in school babe : D

2008-01-31T04:39:00.000-08:00

school.
hell loads of fun.
i love free period :D
okay , mr low didnt come ,
we went around sticking masking tapes on people hands and legs.
hahah,
guess what ?
their " hairs" came off.
benjy plucked crazyboy leg hair : D
i love 38 more and more.
cant wait for camp.
herman is totally high to solve the cube.
well,
english lesson.
daniel and kng was playing so high,
andrea asked them to stop.
however,
kng didnt , she went laughing {loudly}
then andrea said : get out of my class.
she walked out.
hiong seh.
:D
Hahaha.
then i started saying i want go too.
cheryl left ,
caused andrea ordered her to .
followed by me.
andrea asked me to leave.
dumb andrea.
so we three left together.
i went mad during assembly.
i hold daniel hands and shook my head like i was on drugs.
Hahah.
joyce is a victim of bullying,
and talked about bullying.
Hahhaha,
laughed a hell lot during assembly.
junyee made me laugh my ass.
she always talks to herself.
god.
cheryl and i had a ball of a time.
:D
IM JUST MAD.
A LAUGHING DELIQUENT.
longkangg.
:D
HAHAHAA.
the tunnel super scary .

lazy type lah :D
HAHAHAHA.
thanks for the tags.
some day , i might reply them :D

2008-01-30T05:16:00.000-08:00

Omg .
my comp seriously got problem .
shucks.

studying mugging studying.
i havent touched the comp .
until today ,
struggle ?
: D
Hahaha,
for bursary , whats the hard work ?
Lol : D
truth or dare,
FUNNNNNNN.
SUPER FUN.
we sabo-ed like crap .
Hahaha ,
harry potter and da ji da li.
i cant wait for another game.
WHOOSH.
block catching,
fun .
today with brendon.
:D
talks with von , mingwei and zihui .
:D
mingwei only can do 3 push ups.
Lan !
Lol. ok lah.
i cant do any .
im toooo heavvyyyyyy
Lol : D
i kinda miss church .
thanks for all the consoles and all.
:D
Hahaha ,
william ; the one who dont bother how naggy i am and listens to my naggings.
kng ; best friend
daniel : crazyboy. always make me laugh ,
von & nie; sunshine & donut , everytime fill me in with gossips
zihui , thanks man .
alicia ; superwoman.
mingwei; boy who never frowns , so enthu one. Hahaha .
oscar ; never fails to punch me and of couse clown around.
alot alot more.
im lazy to type,
fine.
im going back to my book :D
well, yvonne's book to be exact .
:DDDDD
i guess , im really fine.

tags :

daniel : CRAZYYYYBOY !
kellin : shut up .
Mingwei : see i got power one , i say will happen really will.
zihui : thanks girl

2008-01-28T02:30:00.001-08:00

MOOD ; CONFUSED

tags :D

zihui : yeah , i aim HCI , confirm go in, Lol. : DDD
Tianwei : tmr can see Lcn , Hahaha , love you too :D
Kwons : Hahaha , yeah . high five .
Bel : use ie , confirm can work . however if you can view yvonnne's and venie's blog, shouldnt be a prob.

im down and out this few days.
my new year resolution didnt work.
i vowed not to think too much of my old negative problems ,
but it all came too quickly.
im over sensitive.
im paranoid,
i think nobody cares.
I geraldine chang is going to change,
i'll be super duper high ,
i'll be super positive.

Venie . thanks for the breakfast cookies ! : D
kellin, thanks for the bubble tea treat ! : D
im OVER-HIGH today .
school fun !
thank god for the wisdom during history test :D
Hahaha .
paying attention and studying pays off.
study hard now and you will see fruits of your labour : D
poa teacher accused me of talking too much ,
i guess i have bad influence on teachers ?
:D
hahah , i was actually asking pk poa questions.
fine,
During pse,
i had the drive to study super hard ,
then at least get 4As ?
Hahaha ,
maybe i'll get better,
then when the o level results are release,
i will get dozens of phone calls from JC's all around singapore,
asking me to choose their school .
HAHAHA , ( wishful thinking )
i would be glad to at least get into SAJC . ( yeah zihui sa good choice : D)
I want my name to be featured on the school yearbook .
Hahaha , one of the top o level students. ( again , im fantasizing )
ACHIEVER'S TEA,
this year's achievers tea,
my seat there will be booked : D
okay , Dismissal ,
as usual ,
i went with nie and gang.
:D
usual : high .

2008-01-26T05:33:00.000-08:00

firstly,
i want to thank everyone for enduring my nonsense since we've met.
thanks for being there when im rock-bottom .
:D
thanks a mil.

i guess i should get rid of all those nonsensical contents in my head,
i guess i should voice out the timid tiny little wrath and voice in me.
i guess im just jealous.
i guess the problem lies with me .
i guess i should make a change .
i guess i guess i guess.

out with family.
i went for lunch ?
had some extremely nice thai fast food.
i want it now.
: D
my crave for food and appetite has grown,
oh god,
im so gonna get fatter : D
out with kellin daniel kengann and mingwei.
Boys , next time please dont bomb me like that .
:D
CATCHING !
damn fun .
i want an encore : D
Hahaha.
i've yet to but my cny clothes.
im looking forward to new year .
!!!
(excited )
im so gonna scream .
thanks daniel for the sushi .

2008-01-25T05:32:00.000-08:00

im down and out again .
shucks.
william ! thanks : D
i guess,
im going to be fime ,
its the evil thats getting the better of me .
im going berserk .
its just a matter of time ,
im not afraid to voice it out here.
i cant stand e141 now ,
i dont know why ?
maybe its because everyone has his or her own clique.
where i am like running here and there like a lost sheep ,
i know .
i laugh like a deliquent.
act like a baboon .
and talk like a lowly person.
maybe its also because ,
no one theere bothers about my existence.
i dont know ,
i dont know what to say or do .
sometimes , i just hope never knew you bunch of poeple ,
sometimes , i've thought of not attending church ,
but i always believe that the days will change,
but , even my friend chucks me aside.
like , what is this.
perhaps no one would even bother if im there or not.
what if i went down to church ,
even if i left , no one would give a hoot eh ?

shucks,
i want to put a stop to all this emotions taking me over.
i just need time ,
time heals all ?
i have an EMOTIONAL BARRIER,

THANKS WILLIAM ,YOU ARE A GREAT HELP ,
ONCE AGAIN , THANKS :]

2008-01-25T05:04:00.000-08:00

i have a problem ,
well not only one ,
but heaps of them ,
firstly ,
im pissed with my comp ,
cant view other people tragb, therefore i dont know whether what i tagged has been processed.
then ,
fiona keeps sending me virus,
i always press close,
like duh ?
next ,
i need time to study ,
i need time ,
i need time ,
30 hours a day sounds good.
: D
22 more months to o's.
teachers = pressures.
i want a 10 pointer ?
:D
i hope so ?
at least a grade to go to pjc.
:D
i see people getting their o level results and looking lost .
i didnt know there was a 28 points.
i thought 20 was the worse one could get ,
then venie told me 38 .
i and yvonne droopped our jaws.
what if i was that one person ,
what if the world crashes down on me when i am worn out ?
it all starts with what if and ends with i told you .
i must buck up .
i've been saying this for ages, since last year,
but i dont see an improvement,
i must study hard.
:D
im disappointed.
i might say .

enough of all that .
i skipped dance,
venie and i didnt have the heart for it .
fine ,
dova told me the teacher scolded them ,
for something they didnt commit.
i cant stand her.
zzz.
steven took father umbrella,
father umbrella cannot keep .
: D
i love dismissal , cause i can play .
but , because of play , i cant study .
im lazy to type ,
im off to bed ?
:D

2008-01-23T04:24:00.001-08:00

Thanks yvonnne : D
: DDDDDDD
thanks for the bs :D

i will be replying tags here,
cause i cant view other people tagboard.
D:
fine ,
my comp got prob .
<3

2008-01-23T03:10:00.000-08:00

~~i feel out ,~~
very out ,
not in school but outside.
to put it in a bad way ,
im like always the last to know about anything,
evrything people say is : " do you know there's this and that today tmr or the day after? "
its so last minute,
and all of you can sms each other tell one another there's thif function happening this week
or something,
no one bother's to tell me everything ,
you all just sms zihui zihui zihui ,
everything zihui ,
then whats the point of me going ?
like hello ?
im also human ,
im part of you .
cant i like at least know what on earth is happening ,
or rather come and say : " i forgot to tell you or it slipped of my mind "
I dont want to have a phone ,
i will switch it to offline mode and only let some people able to contact me ?
I can save on my bills too .
i cant see my existence there,
like leaving me behind ?
chucking me aside,
no point for going ,
i dont know how to communicate with you all .
everyone in your own cliques,
having your own world,
even my good friend leaves me for another ,
and when its time to go she say : come lets go ,
only when they need you they flock to you ?
yeah , im invisible , right .

comments disallowed : D
dont bother,
its just one of those days when im feeling low .
:D

2008-01-23T02:56:00.000-08:00

ms andrea didnt come ,
sorry teacher daryl D:
well , my chaotic class sure made you pissed,
thousands of apologies.
sorry ,
its your birthday and you went into a fit of anger .
i dont know if you are reading this but ,
sorry : D

pe ?
daniel and i still had the aim to win ah beng ,
si ah beng ,
cheated .
pissed.
stop showing off your psp ,
i'll bring mine to show off too ,
ms andrea didnt come ,
chaotic again ,
teacher daryl shouted at us.
as usual,
we went monkeying around,
teachers of all kinds just couldnt tahan us.
well , 38 what do you expect , havoc .
yvonne says we are worst then her class ,
so high ,
Lol.
after school ,
monie, joseph , von , yp, oscar , ben, junming and shengda,
lunch : D
well, late slowly , one by one they left ,
leaving me von and yp ,
we went to mega playground ,
then to school.
talk alot of things,
Hahaha ,
~~love juice~~
sick lah,
Hahaha .
fine,
stop chop , go do maths hw : D

2008-01-11T04:53:00.000-08:00

Thanks kellin, cheryl , joey, venie and yvonne ,
:D
I appreciate your care and concern ,
Thanks a mil .
:D
Especially kng ,
this bimbo : D
although you have big temperament tantrums,
i love you : D
You never fail to help us in times of need,
you always sacrifice for us ,
Like today when i was really down and out ,
before that you said : havent die ah & Lol, you no energy beat me ,
I really wanted to scream at you.
But still , you still came to the range and get me .
you sent me home and even help me find panadol.
Lastly ,although you may be baboon-like at times, showing us monkey faces,
But i LOVE you to the max luh.
:D

Cheryl and all .
Humongous thanks to you all.
:D

Kng lee tan , thanks for the lollipops
But they are too sweet liao lah ,
all sugar nothing else : D
Hahahah ,
im just being crazy .

2008-01-10T03:18:00.000-08:00

William just said it didnt counted,
grr.
soon , i'll win .
:D

2008-01-10T02:53:00.000-08:00

SHUT UP KELLIN .
i wont change , and its lizard,
not liazard.

: D
i've realised that everytime we go yvonne house,
we will call delivery ,
Hahaha ,
mcflurry , twister fries.
but ,
today we also had kfc ,
yvonne gobbled the chicken .
:D
i got venie video ,
help me , i cant breatheeeee .
: D
Hahahah ,
venie .
:D
crazy woman ,
im all excited for tuition tmr .
:D
and dance.
okay then , i must do homework :D
I WON WILLIAM , FINALLY .

2008-01-09T03:12:00.001-08:00

Help me find : cry me a river , love-stoned & yu dao .
if you can , i'll kiss your feet ,
yea right ;D

i cant wait for tuition and dance ,
thanks ryl for helping me to get ms tay to sign teh form ,
i love school.
:D
after dismissal , went to mega playground with bel yp , ben , jon, oscar and brendon,
that oscar ah , gave me a samurai palm.
Idiot :D
Hahaha .
: D
Hahhaha ,
fine , off to study :D

2008-01-08T05:45:00.000-08:00

kellin is mad ,
she always do crazy stuff to make us laugh .
bring the unhappiness away from me ,
although you and i always have conflicts ,
but you never fail to be there for me during my ups and downs.
you are the goodest friend woman : D

im trying to wisen up .
i wont be paranoid.
cause in 2008, you 'll see a newer geraldine ,
:D
yes , a positive attitude and positive mind ,
:D
ren bu fan wo wo bu fan ren ,
even if i feel left out ,
i wont give a hoot ,
cause im not there for them ,
im there for myself,

DANCE :D
nice teacher ,
she wont scream at you if you dance-ed wrongly.
Nice ;D
i love the choreography : set me free :D
Dova , i smack you soon .
Hahaha ,
done , william , i'll win you soon .
:D
POA, lao ya pok cher ,
spend three periods ? in a whole two weeks explaining
here we'll go after o's ,
dumbdumb.
:D

bast , quick scold that china *** ; D
i order you to , only i can scold you fatty ng ,
Hahaha , :D

leeyuan , thanks for supplying me with the dance things :D
you are a great and super friend :D
thanks for helping me all the time .

daniel & jermain,
thanks for making us laugh all the time ,
love you crazy boys.

yp, oscar , bel , jon , brendon & ben ,
I love the super fun times with you all .
:D

vonn , zihui and venie ,
my good pals.
you all always bring happiness to me .

E141,
:D
caring bunch of people ,
:D
great to be with you all .

2008-01-06T03:52:00.001-08:00

church ,
fun,
though i didnt fellowship but overall was quite okay ,
christine , new friend , super high ,
Hahah ,

swimming and gym-ed.
i gym-ed with joeytan,
SICKENINGLY , I BOUGHT 9 FISHYS AND ALL 9 DIED.
crap , im pissed.
my mama says : you are not suitable to keep guppies.
i shall keep a goldy ,
Lol.
:D
i saw bel and yp at swimming pool.
:D
i swam with them .
Hahahah .
fine ,
im beat .
studying later.
:D
no printer, cheryl cant print,
i must write out my research , CRAP .
joey says : OHMYMAMA.

2008-01-04T04:16:00.000-08:00

i have been studying since school started ,
im excited for homeworks ,
hahaha ,
andand ,
my poa teacher stinks at poa.
nevermind her nevermind there,
pke = fail poa.
fail poa = o level fail = DIE .
so ive decided to ask my mum to teach me :D
i bet i'll learn more than from pke.
:D
she stinks at poa .
:D
anyway ,
i really need to study ,
f&n is a struggle,
the theory is a bore.
Hahah ,
i need a power brain to memorise,
i want watch 18 stop , now : D
I bought my guppies yeah !
they dont want to eat.
some one tell me why :D
Off to my books :D

2008-01-02T02:13:00.000-08:00

School's back :D

Hahah , i love school to the max.
And and , i love capital letters.
I love school.
I must get the bursary .
I also must study hard.
3 hours per day .
Hahaha ,

2008-01-01T04:07:00.000-08:00

Thanks everyone for the tags,

I've realised i have been angry with this person for A WHOLE YEAR,
ever since she changed .
i've been scolding her hypocrite and crap shit.
Lol.

i guess , im the one who is a hypocrite huh ?
well, she really is one.
Hahaha ,
but anyway , since so much people like her i cant help it right ?
like Kellin says : she fake until people like her mah .
Lol.
i shall fake too.
Hahah , i wont,
fakers fake their way to fame.
never forgive never forget .
i saw this at the cinema ,
Maybe i will stop holding this wrath i have with her .
i know i can never stop dis- her but im going to try .
Thanks kellin , you never fail to hear me nag about any thing or anyone.
: D
For one~~this is so not possible~~ last time, BLOODY BITCH : D
But seriously ,
i really wonder why somneone can fake until like that ,
two headed snake,
in front of me one person, in front of others another person .
Kao , kellin its really my fault for bringing her.
Lol.
Damn faker.
Special talent, can go join star search --"

well, i almost couldnt attend school,
zihui told me that we started school on thursday,
i almost made plans to come back to s'pore tmr,
Thank god i didnt.
im very absent minded.
i left my comp on-ed for 4 days,
i forgot to off it before leaving for m'sia.
Hahaha ,
i cant wait for tmr .
school's going to reopen.
i wonder who's our form teacher ?

2007-12-28T03:37:00.001-08:00

no one bothers.
i dont too .
:D

2007-12-28T00:36:00.000-08:00

Hahahah ,
i can see chee yuinping soon.
4 more days.
someone please tag me leh .
i dont see any.
D:
anyway ,
i want to go out and study
someone come with me ?
im super bored.
D:

2007-12-27T06:47:00.000-08:00

i must earn how to solve the rubik's cube
can someone kindly teach me .
and i also want a webcam ,
can someone kindly give me.
Lol.
i also want to be able to go to church .
:D
mama. let me.

2007-12-25T17:01:00.000-08:00

my mum threw me out of the house.
just because i was home late .
thank god my dad came out and save me.
i dont know what i would do without my dad.
i cant be bothered.
thats what she do all the time.
make a nuisance out of small little things.
its not like i want to come home late.
we somehow got lost at east coast and had to change two buses and take the mrt .
it would obviously have took us longer than an hour.
anyway , its over.

bbq was FUN !
hahah ,
running in skirt .
: D
first time run long distance no stop.
FUNFUNFUN.
thats all i can say .
and the christmas carolling was super duper fun.
!!!
award presentation ! : D
im lazy to type lah .
i havent been taking pictures lately.
i will soon.
venie lim and i are avid readers of blogs.
we always talk about ppl blogs and stuff.
Lol.
i just realized it today : D

2007-12-22T20:20:00.001-08:00

to : those who bought me presents : D

alicia , crystal , fiona, gabriel , kenn, thomas, william , zihui and yunrui !
THANKYOU ABSOLUTELY VERY MUCH ; D
i loved the wallet hahah .
no wonder zihui asked me not to get one ._.

and to kellin , kengann and cheryl .
thanks for the winnnie the pooh helium balloon : D
PETERng.
thanks for the daisy and sunflower.
want to buy for your girlfriend ?
LOL.
your face went red like tomato.
: DDDDD

and not forgetting E141 for that present : D

and to those who wished me happy birthday !
isabel, brendon, yuinping,
kailin, yvonne, venie.
peishan , wenhui .
and joey : D

i didnt do the sabo yesterday !~
hahah .
im looking forward to the bbq : DDD

SATURDAY !!!
kengann and cheryl and kellin came to church : DDDD
Haha.
we didnt take pictures leh D;
i couldnt fellowship nor eat dinner with E141 and all of you .
i rushed down to the wedding dinner.
the place was super ulu .
hahah .
anyway ,
it wasnt very amusing ,

FRIDAY !
i went to children's church with alicia , junjie and fiona,
alicia , brought her brother and i brought mine : D
hahah .
fun : D
though i missed the sushi but it was fun.
uno spin !
hahah .
well, gab said that the sushi wasnt very nice after all.

thursday ,
NOTE TO SELF :
NEVER USE SECOND LINK UNLESS YOU ARE DRIVING.

second link is so ulu and super EXPENSIVE.
they say bring you to the city.
but they chuck you at some ulu place,
worst then pulau ubin.
we spent $20 just to get from jurong east to jb.
from kranji only 50cents
Lol.
somemore, it would be faster.
only that second link no jam.
we took 4hours to go to jb.
one word,
WELCOME TO MALYSIA.
come on lah .
promote second link and give shit service.
Lol.
we didnt go to a money changer and change money ,
therefore, we used singapore dollars.
the bloody malaysia bus told us 7 ringgit.
so we asked whether we could pay sing .
they say can ,
$7 sing ,
shit them ,
if i were the malaysia president,
i would have slapped the driver's money face : D
okay fine.
i didnt buy anything from malaysia .
hahah .

2007-12-19T07:45:00.001-08:00

i've moved on.
geraldine have moved on.
if people can why cant i ?
: D

2007-12-19T07:15:00.000-08:00

i never said i wanted a birthday celebration with you all.
you said : ' girl lets go malaysia celebrate your birthday on thursday "
i said okay .
then today when i and brother quarrel.
you hit me with a shoe.
i dont need a birthday .
birthday is just a day that comes every year.
21 st december.
so what ?
next year also have.
i dont need to be so happy over it .
imagine you just got punished and scolded by your mother.
and you go lie on your bed ,
face down and asking yourself not to cry.
calming yourself down and trying to sleep .
then your annoying little brother comes and cry saying : " sorry !"
but you dont want to forgive him .
then he steps on your back ,
kick you real hard and say sorry .
i felt like a cockroach at that instance.
who needs a birthday anyway ,
when i type Lol. or hahah.
i dont even laugh or smile.
un less they truely are funny.
my mind is full of the shit that i regret doing.
shit that just happen to be done even when i dont mean to .
i have a deadly mouth so what .
ya , i will get bashed up on the road someday .
i mix around with bad company .
my church is not a good church .
thats all you ever say .
i've had enough of all this.
i havent sit as one family together to eat since p6.
well maybe once or twice last month .
i cant stand all this nonsense anymore.
all these while i have been thinking positively ,
believing that god will one day change my life .
however its not happening.
my birthday wish was : no conflicts.
rubbish .
it doesnt seem to be happening .
i dont know what the crap happen to you and dad.
but please dont end up in a divorce.
i never wanted this to happen.
i cant stop having negative thoughts in my head.
who needs a birthday anyway .

i jut passed by yuinping blog.
the label say : "forgive and forget,its life"
what if you forgive and the same thing happens again ?
what if you forgive and you hold a grudge ?

2007-12-19T04:34:00.000-08:00

SEOUL GARDEN.

eat all you can , if you can, eat all : D
i cant so i ate 3/4 --"
super alot.
first time i eat more than venie lim :D
i keep saying venie adopted,
cause she's different from her sisters.
Lol.
felicia's so smart .
then venie lim still want ask me ,
ger can pour the blood inside here and bbq ?
come on she was obviously not using logic.
i love seoul garden ,
so much beef : D
mussels, clams.
all you want .
great right ?
i want a wallet ,
i love going out with yvonne and venie .
LOL.
they two make me laugh like crap .
andand ,
venie !
shui xie bu tong.
Lol.
chuan liu BU XI .
lol.
:DDDDD
i cant wait for tmr and friday to come : D
i can see that duck and all :D
Lol.
: DDDD

2007-12-18T06:09:00.000-08:00

went to zihui house.
well ,
i forgot to fast .
D;
i shall fast tmr.
and and.
i wonder how im going to survive .
limzihui's on a seven day fast .
i want kng , keng , ryl, seeto, venie, yvonne, and dexter to come on sat .
: DDDDD
tmr going out with yvonne and venie .
zihui please try to come tmr.
im also looking forward to thursday , fri and sat.
im super not happy.
my fried,
ariel goh hui jun,
scored three points for her n-lvevel .
and some pasir ris secondary school girl also got 3 points.
ariel must go on tv alsoo what .
like that then fair.
so not fair lo.
i want 3 pointer also cant.
well,
m,aybe i heard wrongly .
hahaha .

2007-12-17T08:02:00.000-08:00

im so hooked onto iswak 2
god.
i have yet to watch dou niu yao bu yao .
: D
im sick .
cough flu ,
crap .
: D
kellin forever no boyf.
~~kidding~~
hahah ,
: DDDD

2007-12-15T18:22:00.000-08:00

ilove E141 man !
they rock my life like crap i say .
: D

alicia, gab ,fiona and i met at 1130 .
we headed down to church .
gab went to find zihui and all soon after we reached expo.
i have a bad cold.
super bad that i used up 6 to 7 packets of tissue in 2 hours .
thank god that after service, my nose wasnt so runny anymore.
im very sorry that i couldnt attend venie and yvonne's grad night.
they invited me but i couldnt go ,
sorry sunshine and donut : D
but we'll see each other tmr eh ?
we drew lots to see who we were supposed to buy christmas gifts for .
i am going to buy for *ahem ahem*
as i was talking to junjie,
e141 they suprised me by celebrating today .
i remember i celebrated my birthday last year with them on christmas :D
greta memories .
i was really dumbfounded ,
:D
melvin asked me to sabo barry .
hahah .
i said i want zihui bary and melvin to be sabo-ed.
im going to sabo alicia on her birthday ,
melvin birthday !
we can celebrate his birthday .
29 feb
there will be one next year !
: DDDD

i cant wait for christmas to come : DDD
alicia , 8 more days : D

2007-12-14T02:47:00.000-08:00

out with MADkng kengann cheryl and joey
joey left earlier,
we laughed like crap on the train right people ?
i bought two tops and a watch ,
i really wonder how my card and present is like ?
*screams*
i love y'all

2007-12-13T07:22:00.000-08:00

ALVIN & THE CHPMUNKS,
cute to the max lah .
Lol.
well , i've set my mind on children church ministry : D
im super lazy to post .
tata .
yunrui says : " Geraldine grow up le : D"

2007-12-12T16:48:00.001-08:00

i cant upload pictures.
dont know why ?
meeting alicia and yunrui later on,
watching alvin and the chipmunks .
IM CRAVING FOR SUBWAY AND FAMOUS AMOS!
i want bbq lah ! : D
quick : D

2007-12-11T23:12:00.000-08:00

PROM KING SIOL`

KHAIDAN AND DERRICK : D

yinling and gabriel : DDDD

yinling : DDD

lim zihui and alicia.

crystal and i : D

mocca rangers ~

mocca rangers !

its just a click away !

yang wei en : D

2007-12-11T22:56:00.000-08:00

i was back uber late last night .
im back from camp :DDD
fun man !well lets see,
its going to be very wordy,

first day !
we were all drenched when we reached st francis methodist school , our camp area.
gabriel and i had to squeeze into one umbrella,with our big big big bags.
then. we were allocated into groups .
KENN was our leader.
TEAM MOCCA : D
kenn, debbie, candice, claudia,wenhui , kayen, jayer, alicia, yinling,jaan meng ,johnathan, gabriel, khaiden, derrick and ME : D
we played VIRUS !
hahah !
jaan meng said : "eheh fake one line , then when they come catch all zao ! okay ?!"
well, we succeeded not getting caught.
hahah,i forgot what happened : D
then bbq !we sabo-ed barry .
threw eggs and water bombs at him.
they couldnt find the flour that was supposed to be threwn at him.
i hope i wouldnt be sabo-ed until like that on my birthday .
haha.

next day ..
if i didnt remember wrongly,we played the outdoor games.
well, we cheered our hearts out .
captain's ball,
WE DIDNT PLAY WITH BALLS.
WE PLAYED WITH RAW CHICKEN !
WE WERE TO PASS ONE DEAD AND COLD CHICKEN AROUND.
SNATCH IT FROM OTHER TEAMS.
YUCKS!
KENN WONG SUPER HIONG LAH ,
HE PASS TO ME THE CHICKEN NOT ONLY HIT MY SHOULDER,
BUT ITS INTESTINAL JUICES,
SPLASHED ON MY SPECTS.
THANK GOD I HAD SPECS ON ,IF NOT I WOULD HAVE IT ON MY FACE D:
the superstar auditions were super cool.
claudia and wenhui sang ,
khaidan was like " CLAUHUI ! "
LOL.
we screamed and shouted like no one's business
HEYYY MOCCHARINA ~~
so many talented people siol`
haha ,i couldnt sleep .
i was sooooo cold.
i should have came out of that air con classroom and join david zheng,

third and final day :D
they woke us up at 530.to play game of life,we had to find people with the same surnames.
i was mother black , my family characteristic : lift eyebrows.
fun man .
then we had our real captain's ball.
well, our team was very strong, i would say .
we all thought we would be the winning team.
however ,we lost to another team, (we are third, at least :D )
they had this super tall guy ,as tall as yao ming i would say .
moreover, he was the defender.
and they had this super violent girl,
imagine someone more violent then me.
she elbowed and pushed me siol.
haha,i even had my toe nail bleeding in one of the matches.
i went playing bare footed.
i had my feet stepped on several times.
i would say i was very fierce during the match ,zi hui couldnt tahan either.sorry eh .

ILOVECAPTAINSBALL.
played eagle and chick with the primary school kids.
they were super cuteee.
haha , then we had this talk about managing stress ?
smile and laugh more,you 'lll be using more muscles .
alot more than when you frown.
dance workshop after that .some retro dance.
well. super funny.
PROM NIGHT !
marvellous : D
zihui and i voted super alot of times for kenn.
mr PROM KING.
kiasu eh ?
andand yunrui won best team leader :D
debbie won most evangelistic camper :D
we tooked super alot of pictures,those who have them send me :D
I WANT ANOTHER CAMP !
i love karaoke-ing with lim zihui and alicia : DDDD

i love team mocca and e141 super a lot : D

2007-12-08T05:14:00.000-08:00

i havent packed yet : D
too lazy ,
im bringing a super big bag .
LOL.

2007-12-07T21:59:00.000-08:00

im stuck at home,
my mom restricted me from going out,
why ?
because ,
my mother says
" you've been going out every single day , when will you ever have time to spend with your family ?
all you care about is your friends ,
have you ever spared a thought about your family ?
go out go out, thats all you know. next time you in trouble you see who will come and help you."

well, its not that i dont want to be at home,
its because, she nags all day& i quarrel with my ~~stinky~~ little brother .
you see, my brother's a great actor,
he can cry anytime he wants.
i know she nags for my own good,
but sometimes she goes overboard.

forget it,
there's always another time.

okay ! one more day to camp :D
im so so looking forward for camp : D
ahhaha ,
i havent packed yet.
i guess i'll be lugging a huge bag .

it seems that i get pissed off by this particular person everyday .
well its not my mum.
maybe one day i might wisen up and forget about it ,
like they always say close one eye :D

anyway, if you dont want me to go kindly
tell me in my face,
dont say ; wait i must ask this and that first .
THANKYOU .

2007-12-06T05:34:00.001-08:00

people are getting orh bianger now,

they talk to each other must type on the phone then let the other party see.
then like geraldine they type it like 437253463
super obiang , why not put 94557691.
right venie ?

you know what i mean,
super ohbit oh biang .

and direct chinese translation is super no logic.
like du lan , is betting cock.
and chibai is chicken hundred,

i laughed my way home,

ohmygoodness, whats getting into people heads these days ?

emo is not a descriptive word.
people say it like :
i need to emo for awhile.
i so emo lo.
or whatever ,
EMO IS NOT A DESCRIPTIVE WORD.
yes, its not,
it means emo-tional .
get it ?
short form.

andand.

when ppl type LOL,
do they mean it ? or are they just speechless,
or when ppl hahah, are they really laughing ?
well, as a matter of fact , i think they dont,
its all a descriptive word,

and why do people get jealous ?

when opposite sides attract ,
is it infatuation of love ?

when you you feel lost and tired ?
are you in depression?

when you crave for something,
is there a need, or just greed ?

when you study ,
do all those things get in your head?

how do you study correctly ?

i have a LOT of questions.
well, dont mind me,
i'm just voicing out .

i'm super bored,
94557691, faster online.
67663130 faster online.
97934746 faster online. you this aunty sell rose .
82681916, fix your msn i want my songs.
90185275 thanks for your treat ,
82014466 sorry pangseh you .
82229318 faster meet up .
93662498 imu : D

2007-12-06T05:11:00.000-08:00

out with wenh , von, nie , huizi and kengann .
Lol.
super funny .
i always have to run when i wear heels.
gosh .
i super lazy blog, go find venie's blog if you are super duper interested : DDD
and i love laughing.
i'll post when im back from camp : D
2 days, and im still counting : D

2007-12-03T16:55:00.000-08:00

i'm so looking forward to campppp !
im left with 4 days : DDDDD

after some days of soul searching,
i realised i am just being paranoid & oversensitive.

blogskins are a total disaster,
finally i can use one with no help at all : D
other than the person who did this lah .
: D

AMANDA JOINED US TO THE THEATRE TODAY !

ENCHANTED,
nice like no one's business.
the princess was dying , only a true love's kiss could have saved her.
then the husband-to-be kissed her.
yvonne was like , his kiss no use .
the whole cinema laughed man.
at the end of the movie,
i dropped venie phone i guess,
we chiong from first floor to the cinema to get it ,
first time i ran so fast .
thank god no one took it .
skip skip.
i'm too lazy to write anything.
ROMANTIC PRINCESS & DOU NIU YAO BU YAO : D
well, i have been seeing lesser tags lately , come on someone, make my tagboard alive :D

2007-12-02T07:21:00.000-08:00

i really cant stand it anymore.
i've changed,
i've become more slow-reactioned.
ohmy goodness.
i've lost my confidence.
i've tried being positive ,
i need a new environment,
new friends ,
new everything.
i used to look forward on attending church ,
i 've lost the passion,
come on lah ,
dont give me that oh-i'm-stuckup look .
i cant stand it.
go around like some teo headed snake.
act like some angel then infront of others a havoc.
i cant stand you alr.
oh my goodness.
act like you so bloody close to them ,
BLOODSUCKING PARASITE SHOO MAN.
i know i'm some rowdy person,
not some demure little lady like you ,
imagine your friend getting all the darn fxck attention then you alone at one corner like some
humongously big light bulb.
idiot,
i shall just shut up and stand at one corner see who even bothers siol`.
the sense of inferiority sxcks big time lah ,
i dont know what you did to make them honey and bee to you ,
but just to let you know . you suck ; D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUINPING !
met my primary school friends and went to our teacher's wake.
sad though ,
its all part and parcel of life.
then went to celebrate yp birthday .
fun day man .

well, i stayed at kellin kng house.
kellin kng very the good, i left my keys at her house, she come give me ,
i was running late to meet alicia, she cabbed down without caring about anything.
KELLIN KNG very very good.

the end.

2007-11-30T16:07:00.000-08:00

life is super fragile eh ,
i've been seeing funerals being held.
my two primary school teachers just passed away .
well, i guess we just have to look on to the brighter side of things.
an end is the start to a new beginning right ?

darn barnacles.
i couldnt use the new blogskin,
so back to the old ones.
screw it.
i didnt go out today .
hahah,
the only day i am home this hol.
i've been out with kellin, yp , bel , kengann cheryl and joey this few days.
i lack money now.
: D
i'm lazy to post though.
tmr there'll be a sports day with cg : D
then CHURCH .
i havent been going for quite some time alr.
: D
anyway , i'm missing alot of ppl.
i want to have a class gathering soon : D
christmas is coming.
:]
you ppl have promised me to come to chc with me right : D
dont back out then alrighty ?
i've got loads of things to do .
study , practise on my guitar, and go out.
only if we had 28 hours instead.
: D

i've got a lot of questions in my mind to be cleared.

2007-11-26T21:48:00.000-08:00

since you like sucking up to them right .
find someone else to bug and follow them by the tail
and know ALL his or her friends and be some bloodsucking parasite.
SCREW YOU BIG TIME.
si elmo.
you always act like some dumb bimbo in front of my friends .
but you are a super duper smartypants .
come on lah , you think i cant see through you ?

you spoiled my day.

2007-11-17T19:53:00.000-08:00

i'm back from malaysia.
i just went there to shop with family.
my dad's in australia. so didnt go to my house there.
zihui's in taiwan.
she's going to get me my drink : DD
i bought my guitar, LOVE IT.
its great to have a humonguus thing on the bus.
especially when you are squeezing on it.
everyone lets you walk.
LOL.
andandand, i watched BEEMOVIE.
lol.
game plan is much better.
bee movie is a movie not for the matured.
there are alot of ghost movie's coming up,
such as noroi, the last breath.
the advertisements are super duper scary.
Lol.
christmas, 22nd december; my cousin's wedding, christmas at church .
i'll be rushing down from chc to the wedding dinner.
i've promised to bring friend s to chc so looks like they have to go home themselves huh ?
sorry : DDDD
anyway , yuinping , i cant tag at your blog, so i'll be replying you here.
so to you : HELLO A MILLION. SO SUPER LONG SINCE I SAW YOU.
and i miss everyone.
Lol.
venie, and i ; we are chewing gum. kou xiang tang.
LOL.

2007-11-16T04:51:00.000-08:00

I MISS MY FRIENDS.
I DONT KNOW BUT I FEEL EMPTY WHEN I'M ALONE.
GOSH.
i want go suntec.
THE END.

2007-11-12T06:08:00.000-08:00

GAME PLAN~
nice, super dupery nice.
i'll be attending guitar course from tmr onwards.
; DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
my comp got some dumb virus.
cant go youtubing from now on.
sad like shit.
Lol.
lazy to post : DDDDDD
hope my appeal can succeed : D

2007-11-10T20:20:00.000-08:00

well, church was fun,
kengann = longan.
ahah.
we were supposed to walk to chinatown but ended up near little india nad ate lunch.
it was a power meal for me,
6.80 for chawanmushi, tempura, miso soup , green tea and rice.
i was so bloated.
we circled around the area .
pk didnt look as if he had fun at chc .
i want to get into children church ministry . maybe ?
anyway , church ended later than usual.
saw isaac .
LOL.
i kept saying he was handsome @_@
he was like sitting in front of me : DDDD
not directly i assume.
i so must very lose weight. ( random )
i'm appealing.
i dont see the reason not to : D
well, i may succeed.
even if i cant, i might sub a maths in.
kengtann is like so tall.
i realised that ytd.
i'm used to seeing him everyday in school. and he was like a giant ytd.
he is jingye's height.
tallie.
i'm surprised to be able to wear zihui's nf shorts.
stayed at her house .
and now i'm back home.
i shall go and study then :DD

2007-11-09T04:02:00.000-08:00

our school is so sickening,
change the courses last minute.
i screamed for joy; thinking i'll be in the a maths course.
i thought god answer my prayers.
but i was like ._.
my mood became what-in-th-world ???
aiyo, fine.
there's one thing to be happy about;
be the top 20 in 38
or be the worst in 39
i took an appeal form.
i might consider.
alot of ppl appealing for 39
maybe i cant .
but i have faith : D
i will appeal.
ppl can tyco go into 39 why cant i ?
pfft...................
LIM ZI HUI, you better dont appeal.
i want to go a maths course also cant get in.
so you should keep quiet and go there : DDDD
THANKYOUUUUUUUUU.
dance , forget it

: D
tmr ! yeah !
looking forward : D

2007-11-07T03:13:00.001-08:00

kellin, i'm fine.
looking forward to saturday !
: D
I'M FINE.
thanks all.
kng; you are my best POPO : D
wenh; thanks , if you can i can too : D
von ; SUNSHINE : D i love you <3
bel ; bird ! thanks for everything : D i love you <3
zihui ; thanks,

2007-11-06T02:47:00.000-08:00

i've been thinking alot this few days.
my imagination's running wild.
i hate solitude.
i detest alone.
LOL- i'm not really laughing.
i realise there's no happiness in my laughters,
i smile for the sake of it.
and one day, just one day , i might get my old self back.
i might turn mute one day for a change, see how it changes my life.
i shall lend my phone to someone or hide it under my pillow,
ignore it for a week , and see who contacts me .
i can even save money on bills.
i might make that decision one day,
who knows,
people can say this today and change another in just a blink of an eye.
its every man for himself in this urban world huh ?
i dont know why i feel so inferior, is it because i'm jealous of who you are and what you have ?
i dont see the reason for doing things anymore.
if time stops and you think about why you strive sio hard for something, you might even find that its just so worthless.
i dont know why i've become so moody, lame , sacarstic and horrendous.
i laugh at silly stuffs that ppl think is lame.
attracting attention ? maybe.
i dont know.
i know i'm childish, rowdy, stupid and whatever.
i dont know where to change.
i need someone to guide me in the correct way,
i want to be smart like everyone else.
i cant have quiet time on my own,
i will think of stupid stuffs and go berserk.
in times to come, i want my happy self back.

: DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
POPO ! BEL ! YUNRUI ~! thanks for your encouragement : D

2007-11-04T01:34:00.000-07:00

friday ,
cell group !
potluck :D
alicia , zihui, crystal and i made fried rice,
thank god, it turned out well.
LOL.
had loads of fun.
hope can go again soon.
stayed at bel's house : D
fun.

saturday,
church !
fellowship was a heap of fun goodness.
LOL.
went to kembangan and eat dinner.
the serving was huge.
the boys are super good in pick up lines and making us laugh,
from, move! you are too hot the metal's melting ; to whoops! i've fallen for you.
HAHAHA.
joker man.
played saboteur.
fun,
: D
the saboh games for saboh KINGS AND QUEENS.
LOL.
past geylang.
chenyun asked : kenn where is this place.
kenn : heaven.
i burst into laughter.
i have serious motion sickness.
i have low self esteem.
i have been talking rubbish.
i have tried being gentle and demure.
i have and failed.
i will still be the ever childish and rowdy geraldine.
i might change for the better , someday.
i wonder why you are far more better than me everyday,
the sight of you make me feel lousy,
i'm a hypocrite,
i'm a crackpot.
i know i cant be like you,
gentle, demure and fabulous.

2007-11-01T02:57:00.000-07:00

SHOPPING !!
hahah,
after 5 hourrs of shopping,
i bought my vest ,
only one,
while the others bought a lot of things.
ng keng ann desperately need to get nabbed by th fashion police.
he hgas atrocious dress sense : D
he bought a polo tee though.
nice ; D
25.90,
not worth lah, anyway ,
he should be happy ,
cause we both only bought one thing : =D
lazy to post lah,
my legs aching .
zzz,
brown sugar macchiato : D

2007-10-31T02:02:00.000-07:00

i've been watching vids for a whole holiday ,
from iswak to romantic princess to brown sugar macchiato : D
who knows maybe to wei xiao pasta,
i might be going to youtube everyday .
i really want romantic princess to be out soon ; D
waiting for episode 8 : D
i'm ADDICTED, i repeat ADDICTED.
i need to go out !
if not my electricity bills will accumulate to a few thousand .
LOL.
joking : D
anyway ,
tmr will be going bugis ; D
hope i can at least buy a top : D
after some desperate savings,
i save 17 : D
scrimp and saave .
eat at home .
drink at home .
but 17 is alr very good ; D
ahhaha,
if i dont go out for a whole holiday ,
i might save up to (5*2mths)
wow.
about 300~!
i shall try saving 100 ?
hahah,
money is not everything but without money , you are nothing,
i kind of believe this : D
i've deicded to sink my self in books when i have the time.
i must study ,
i have the potential ,
i believe i can ,
i must get 4 As.
if wenh can do it why cant i ?
am i right ?
: D
i'm soso going to charge my phone to the max.
so can take a hell lot of pictures tmr .
: D
persimmon is ang sai in hokkien .
kengann thought is something that is disposed from the female body.
LOL.
had a hell lot of fun with KENGANN AND KELLIN.
E141 : D
having potluck soon : D
i must take a lot of pictures ; D
ahhaha,
but i cant upload ,
i scared reformat everything gone.
aiyah,
CHERYL LEE CAOME MY HOUSE REFORMAT ASAP : D
COME ON FRIDAY AH : D
off to brown sugar macchiato : D

2007-10-27T21:34:00.000-07:00

ok, i will not eat sweet things,
cut down on oily foods,
eat healthy and exercise regularly,
: D
i'm still asking ppl to go malaysia with me !
if no one can come, i'll go wth cg !
I CAN GO TO THE POTLUCK THIS FRIDAY !
CHEERS~
ahahaha,
i cancelled my dental appointment !
ok,
i'm contented with my results !
beyond my expectations,
: D
its been ages since i've taken a hell lot of pictures,
hahah,
i finished it started with a kiss : D
ahhahahah,
super nice !
who can loan me their vids,
i want to watch !
i have nothing to do during the hols,
apart from the dance practices,
: D
wei xiao pasta ? zhong ji yi ban ? zhong ji yi jia ?
anything will do ,
i went totally out of control,
LOL.
i didnt la,
anyway , saw one guy that look exactly like isaac at chc ,
kept calling zh to see,
she couldn't be bothered.
she so bad lah ,
LOL.
VENIE AND I ARE SUPER DUPER CRAZY ABOUT HM ,
lol.
we saw this bunch of siling sec ppl during out trip,
she ask me , if you see isaac will you take picture ?
i say no, ahahah,
she has great imagination : D
i've been talking to her today : D
she showed me this ,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pvqKs4BNtg
ok,
random : D

2007-10-25T23:27:00.001-07:00

fine, it started with a kiss is so so nice ; D
i'm so addicted,
i seriously need to get a blood test, i scared got diabetes,
i also need to get a video player. a portable one : D

2007-10-22T04:39:00.000-07:00

e zuo ju zhi wen ,
nice man,
so very very nice ; D
thanks bel ,
and ya, bel dont use pop up cbox. my comp tio pop up virus ,
thanks alot.

2007-10-21T00:39:00.000-07:00

back from malaysia,
cheryl lee, cant find secret disc sorry.
ng keng ann, they sell fifa o8, however its ps2 version.
i bought school stuffs only, not much.
my mum allows me to go to malaysia and shop with my friends.
hahah.
who want join contact me ah : D
we go during hols.
: D
anyway , my comp is down with th virus.
bel is right,
my family always get cheated on this and that,
Lol.
i curse the person who gave me the fake hard ware or soft ware to be knocked by a car tmr,
: D
and !
-L virus.
: D
i miss e141 badly, really badly.
that kng and i are going to exchange bubblegum.
i'm so going to flood her tagboard.
and ya, carrot cake rocks.
not those you see in kopitiams but those american ones,
i thought they would taste awful, however it was delicious,
hahah.
i really want alot of things,
from a-z ,
lack money,
aiyahyah, i'm going to save this week,.
but you know i cant ,
i've got to slim down,
i will.
; D
so till then .

2007-10-18T17:18:00.000-07:00

i'm so pissed off man !
i think that whatever shit dag person sent me a virus then i dumb dumb go open the file
shit lah,
now the main user got problem,
i went around asking for anti-virus scan disc,
if anyone has tell me : D
anyway, bryan's coming over to fix the problem.
shit, i hope he can help me lah,

2007-10-17T05:21:00.000-07:00

oh god !
someone tagged me and linked a very harrasing video,
i've deleted and banned the person, goes by the name of dag .
yucks, doubles yucks,
i somemore itchy hand go open,
okay , stopping all this nonsense,
i shall delete any spams or dirty stuff,.
i had a total shock of my life,

i received my results,

THIS IS GOING TO BE SO WORDY : D

finally all, except art ?

results : D

english ; letter writing : 22/30
paper : 41/80
compo : 22/30

d & t ; theory : 50/100 " phew"

chinese; compo and letter writing : 48/70
paper two : 65/90
overall : 72

literature; 30/50

science ; biology : 17/30
physics : 15/35
chemistry : 17/30

maths : 55/100

history ; 60/100

ok,
i need improvement,
i expected to win dbz in dnt
i expected joey to get more than her too.
i expected to pass my science.
expectations that arent met , i just didnt put in effort : D
okay fine.
mrs choy said if my letter writing , i had paragraphed it,
i will be one of the best in class,
they deducted here and there,
gosh, lenient abit also cant,
i had a flu virus and a booming headache during my science paper,
sheesh,
i'm just trying to be perfect,
everytime i think i did better than others, i will lose out to them,
even if theirs really do stink, mine will be worse.
i just hope my overall will pass,
and not get into 35,
not that its that bad, its not my aim,
so people, change your combinations,
friday's promotion day, your last chance,
and if i really do get into 37,
i'll study doubly hard,
i promise.
i must buck up during the hols,
adults are always right, those right in their head ones,
they never fail to go wrong,
i should have listened in the first place.
bu ting lao ren yan , chi kui zai yan qian.
fine, i'm no perfectionist.
i have paranoid schizophrenia,
i'm getting angry over little things,
someone's face may just pissed me off,
i've got an attitude disorder,
pfft, i shall change my attitude,
someday.

blasting off,

2007-10-16T06:32:00.000-07:00

Your Life is 73% Perfect

Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about.
Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howperfectisyourlifequiz/">How Perfect is Your Life?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howsarcasticareyouquiz/">How Sarcastic Are You?

You Are Very Honest

You tell it like it is, no matter what.
Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out.
And while some may get hurt by your honesty...
At least everyone knows where you stand!

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howhonestareyouquiz/">How Honest Are You?

Your Linguistic Profile:

40% General American English

25% Dixie

20% Yankee

10% Upper Midwestern

0% Midwestern

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofamericanenglishdoyouspeakquiz/">What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

Your English Skills:

Punctuation: 80%
Spelling: 60%
Grammar: 20%
Vocabulary: 20%

Does'>http://www.blogthings.com/doesyourenglishcutthemustardquiz/">Does Your English Cut the Mustard?

2007-10-16T06:17:00.000-07:00

i was so bored ; i did this :D

Your Birthdate: December 21

You're a restless rebel with an unpredictable nature.
Bright but unbridled, you tend to seek out wild experiences over new ideas.
People are frustrated by your great potential, but you love your unconventional life.
You're a heartbreaker. People get attached to you, and then you're gone.

Your strength: Your thirst for adventure

Your weakness: Not taking time for slow pleasures

Your power color: Hot pink

Your power symbol: Figure eight

Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Are 76% Jealous

You're a pretty jealous person, and you've started to let it really effect your life.
While it's natural to feel a little envious of what people have, it's never healthy to take it to these extremes.
Focus on what you've got going on. And improve on the things you don't like.
Being truly happy with yourself is the only way to chase out the green eyed monster!

How Jealous Are You?

You Need Some Black in Your Life

Black will make you feel powerful, in control, and not bound to what other people think of you.
And with a little black, you will project a aura of mystery, rebellion, and dominance.
If you want people to respect you, you've got to get a little black in your life!

For extra punch: Combine black with orange or red

The downside of black: People won't be able to "read" you - and may perceive you as more aggressive than you actually are

The consequences of more black in your life:

You'll become a figure of intrigue and speculation
You'll be better prepared for life's unknown path
You'll rest better and free yourself of expectations

What Color Do You Need?

You Will Be a Cool Parent

You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need.
You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law.
While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top.
You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!

Would You Be a Cool Parent?

Your Nail Polish Color is Purple

How you're unique: You are artistic and expressive

Why your style rocks: You pay special attention to color and fabrics

What this color says about you: "I'm creative and know how to take care of myself"

What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

You Are 20% Spoiled

You are definitely not spoiled. You've worked hard for what you have.
Down to earth and grounded, you don't need a lot to make you happy.

Are You Spoiled?

You Could Maybe Be a Vegetarian

You may think being vegetarian is a great idea, but you don't have all the tools to get started.
Find a local vegetarian group or buy a few vegetarian books.
Even if you don't go completely veggie, you can introduce more vegetarian foods into your diet!

Could You Be a Vegetarian?

Your Stress Level is: 39%

You are slightly prone to stress, but generally you keep it under control.
You know how to relax and take things as they come, even when your worlds seems to be falling apart.
Occasionally, you do let yourself get stressed out, but you snap out of it pretty quickly.

How Stressed Are You?

You Are Banana Pocky

Your attitude: fun and lighthearted
Unique and unforgettable
You are cutie everyone falls for

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

2007-10-16T04:54:00.000-07:00

today is results day :D
i'm kinda pleased though i failed my science.
i'm super lazy to post,
fun today ,

2007-10-16T04:41:00.001-07:00

I close the doorLike so many times, so many times before,

Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor,

I wanna let you walk away tonight without a word,

I try to sleep,

yeah But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me

A thousand more regrets unraveling

OOoh, if you were here right now,

I swear I'd tell you this ,

[Chorus:]

Baby I don't wanna waste another day,

Keepin it inside, it's killing me Cause

all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)

I wish that I could find the words to say

Baby I would tell you, every time you leave I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah I can see the edge,

But I can't take the fall, no I've memorized the number

So why can't I make the call

Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me In the possibility

[Chorus]

No, no, no

I don't wanna be like this I just wanna let you know

That everything I hold inIs everything I can't let go

(oooh, can't let go)Cause BABAYYYYY

[Chorus]

Don't you know it baby I don't wanna waste another day

I wish that I could find the words to say

Baby I would tell you,

every time you leave I'm inconsolable

Yeah, yeah, yeah Oooh, I'm inconsolable Whoaa yeah I'm inconsolable

2007-10-15T06:26:00.000-07:00

female bird gathering !
swimming,
haha,
yp , that bird say want cam-whore, but didnt , LOL
we were so in love with french fries, we order two : D
LOL.
YUINPING ! THE CHICKEN REALLY CAME FIRST !
NO KIDDING .
haha, we DEBATED from bridge to limbang,
ok, we even asked strangers which came first 8 to 2. i win, chicken first !
my cookies didnt turn out, owe yp and bel each cookies,
LOL.
cheeKNG that chicken, help me find inconsolable,
i so so love her okay !
tmr getting results !
i'm nervy lah, i hope overall 60%
i have faith i can : D
haha.
seriously , if i can get into 36 or 37, i'm going to study doubly hard : D
FINGERS CROSSED , TONGUE TIED :D

2007-10-13T09:27:00.000-07:00

happy birthday JIAXIAN !
ahah.
i love E141.
went for bakuteh,
delicious,
mingjie's first,
the SUPER HUNGRY MONSTER
thomas, chenyang and bronson, were RUNNERS UP :D
fair match.
LOL.
ariel and i started laming around.
i'm kind of lazy to post.
pictures speak a thousand words.
very random lah,
popo and yoyo. we'll go out someday :D
we will :D

2007-10-13T09:17:00.000-07:00

this is very random : D

POPO :D

2007-10-13T09:16:00.000-07:00

YUINPING , these your special no.

ah pui :D

the hunger vesion of deal or no deal

venie sore losing :D
LOL.

i did win :D

2007-10-13T09:15:00.000-07:00

she very sore one :D
ahaha.

venie :D

random : D

alicia :D

E141 : D

2007-10-13T09:13:00.000-07:00

RANDOM : D

LAMING :D

OUR BUDDHA :D

2007-10-13T09:09:00.000-07:00

THOMAS :D
he's smart i tell you

i was on the mission to snap zihui not that gherome thing.

ok, we have small faces.

2007-10-13T09:07:00.000-07:00

we do have teamspirit !

and avid cheerings :D

random

THE HUNGRY MONSTERS : D

2007-10-13T09:04:00.000-07:00

CHENYANG'S ACTING CUTE :D

BAKUTEH :D

RANDOM.

SHY

BLURRED but i wanted to capture all the hungry people.

2007-10-13T09:00:00.000-07:00

LOL

2007-10-12T06:05:00.000-07:00

SENTOSA : D

sunburnt.
played alot of beach activities,
~~spent alot if money~~
volleyball, captain ball, frisbee, food hunt, and soccer.
ok , food hunt isnt a beach activities.
we practically ran the whole sentosa ?
xp. myachinglegs.
i got my tan ! yeah,
i'm going to be very tan.
LOL.
E141 rocks lah.
LOL.
we are very sporty and excellent in team work.
haha.
i'm missing popo & yoyo.
>< size="1">stomach and the billabong iron leg.
LOL.
the other cell was kind of pissed off with me ariel and zhui,
we kept shouting and screaming, blocking them and discriminating them.
chenyang, barry and i made a very sexy mermaid.
TEAMSPIRIT :D.
E141E141E141E141!!!!!
HAHA.
ok, tmr 's church,
my legs aching : D
FUNtabulous.
ng kengann you good, go bugis with others never tell me.
pfft.

2007-10-11T04:27:00.001-07:00

sorry lui.
HAHS.
i thought is you lah,
SORRY.

art sucks.
i mean mine.
LOL.
hand signal half of the time.
went to cheryl's house.
fun like crap.
LOL.
ok, we watch alot of videos and laughed a hell lot.
lazy to type anything.

2007-10-10T03:15:00.000-07:00

and i bet not passer by is ah lui.
HOHO.
am i right ?
aiyah . i dont know lah. how is f.
LOL.
yoyo . you know it.

i love superman :D

2007-10-09T04:38:00.001-07:00

Your results:
You are Superman

Superman		85%
Hulk		85%
Green Lantern		80%
Spider-Man		70%
Robin		70%
The Flash		70%
Iron Man		65%
Catwoman		55%
Supergirl		45%
Batman		40%
Wonder Woman		35%

You are mild-mannered, good,
strong and you love to help others.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

2007-10-09T04:07:00.000-07:00

oh yeah .
thanks for nothing geraldine.
I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO DUMB.
YEAH, I MEAN DUMB,
THANKS TO MY SINUS, I CANT DO MY SCIENCE.
I TOTALLY GOTEVERYTHING FORGOTTEN OR HALF CORRECT.
I'M KEEPING MY FINGERS CROSSED.
FFF.
SERIOUSLY, I AM WILLING TO SACRIFICE ANYTHING
FOR MY GRADES,
I NEED TO GO INTO 36 OR 37.
I REALLY DO , I JUST WISH ITS 37.
I WANT TO START SEC TWO ALL OVER AGAIN.
ITS THE FIRST TIME I'M SO STRESSED OVER EXAMS SINCE SEC ONE.
OH GOD ! IF YOU ARE SEEING OR LISTENING TO MY CRIES, HELP ME TO PASS, GIVE ME THE WISDOM I NEED,
ASK AND YOU WILL RECEIVE.
we'll see if that works.
i just hope to pass overall and all my test.
GERALDINE CHANG HUI LIAN.
YOU GOT TO SO SICKENING STUDY .
YOU REALLY HAVE SICKENING SHORTTERM MEMORY.
YOU REALLY DO.
if anyone got any remedy tell me :D
SHEESH JESUS.
give me one more chance to prove i can do it.
i'm so regretting everything and time i've wasted the last ten moths.
ten months.
a total of 88751215285512 hours ?
pfft, its all within god's hands.

went to slack with yoyo
suppposed to go with popo and yoyo to study.
that popo cant.
ILOVE BOBO&YOYO.
HOHO.
lol.
played catching at lot one.
i can go this friday.
SENTOSA :D
then played at cck avenue.
walked all the way to limbang.
studied dnt and crapped with yoyo.
FATPOPO and YOYO. tmr study ok ?
loves :D
I LOVE THAT YOYO LAH.
everytime walk with me to regent :D
hahas.
not forgetting popo.
hoho.
she is the laughter in me :D
so is yoyo.
i got yoyo's secret.
dig it out from me ?
teehees.
i cant remember formulas and those notes, but all this rubbish i'm an expert.
what are my brain cells doing ?
hais.
yoyo showed me one amazing message.
touching man.
aiYOYO.
LOL.
aipopo. LOL.
lamism :D
BOASHO .

2007-10-08T03:22:00.000-07:00

kengann's remedy.
mix 200ml of water with rock sugar and lemonjuice.
amount of lemons up to you.
then boil.
sure lose weight :D
kengann ask me to advertise.
LOL.

2007-10-08T03:14:00.000-07:00

anyway, to start off,
maths and history was downright difficult.
LOL.
i was so careless.
i thought history structured essay was supposed to write the 3 qs out of 4.
i did, then i check again, thank god i found out,
if not i would have wasted 10-20marks ?
then maths,
the algebra and pythagoras theorem.
chim like hell.
i do the algebra wrongly.
there goes 2 marks.
zihui made it seem so easy.
hmph.
then the pythagoras theorem.
wow, careless mistake. a2= b2 +c2.
i wrote a2-b2= c2.
bobo lah.
i have two new friends,POPO and YOYO.
lol.
i need one more call COCO.
so we can call POBOCOYO
now its just poboyo :D
i hope i can go to sentosa this fri and pass all my exams,
off to mugging.
BOASHO :D
lol.

2007-10-06T18:20:00.000-07:00

went to church !
hohos.
they are going to have a exam retreat at sentosa :D
i want to go badly !
hope mum allow :D
went to study before that.
tell you coffee bean and starbucks serves great drinks :D
coffee can relieve stress and so does those essential oils.
especially th mint one.
i want the one at body shop.
studied and talked about ghastly stuff.
church was fun :D
fellowship was better .
sarah left early than followed by me and zihui.
david look so much like dick lah.
LOL.
wieli zhenhao and ariel sent us to the mrt station.
anyway , smoking aint good for health :S
going to study alr :D
zihui is so in love with cell group :D
thanks everyone for telling me not to be stress,
especially : zihui, yp, KELLIN, wenhui and vonn.
LOL.

2007-10-05T05:46:00.000-07:00

i feel so stressed.
please stop telling me to chiong or what i'm stressed enough now,
my tuition teacher told me i'm to stressed.
my confidence level have dropped.
i was so stressed my tears dropped,
i cant help it.
imagine forgetting everything you chiong and memorised just in a flash.
i cant stand it.
i must gain back my memory.
i forget the tiniest thing.
thanks chenyang for tutoring me maths.
i'm a horrible student.
i cant help it.
i just want to chiong.
tuition teacher say chiong loh,
chiong to normal.
gosh.
i dont want to go normal.
after what he said,
i must perservere and be strong.
i love myself,
i cant kill my brain cells just because i am stressed.
lack of sleep = killing braincells = dumb
i have wasted so much time at mac.
i say aiyah, no mood lah.
play cacthing.
wl. i hate myself.
got to buck up.
three days mmore.
wl.
science, art, MATHS, HISTORY, dnt not done,
so much to do so little time.
i just hope i can pass, i'll sacrifice anything for good grades.
i feel so STRESSED up.
sheesh jesus,
help me lah.
studying with E141 tmr.
GERALDINE MUST BE STRONG :D
i love donut, BBF, lover, sunshine, birds, E141, everyone.
i love everyone lah

2007-10-03T02:17:00.000-07:00

xinyu supergirl helped me solve my blog :D
and kngass made me augh.
jiaklangneh.
LOL.
today was very hot.
hot like fried eggs.
gosh.
the earth's coming to an end.
geez.
i just want to get to church now.
i need help for science and maths.
help ?
:D
i aint angry anymore : D
peeps, thanks yea ?
i'm just a little crappy.

2007-10-02T04:32:00.000-07:00

people who copy cant seem to have a mind of their own. they follow blindly. the blind leading the blind. dont apologise to me ngkengann. you apologise but you dont put it into action. i'll remember all those blabberings you said about me and kel. i wont forget it. you want to crap to kel, come to me say it in my face. dont go around gossiping. like aunties at the market, oh maybe i forget you are an auntie huh ?! and to think i stand up for you when you were bullied by the boys. THE WORLD'S FULL OF COPYCATS. EVERY MAN FOR HIMSELF HUH ? bloodyshit. ALLOFYOU. you dont have to copy. i bet you dont evn know what skinnies are. you are so darn fat you need fatty jeans. blasted. i wont put a wishlist anymore. blastingblasted. i wont tell anyone anything about cheap stuffs anymore. gosh, what a zapper. i've been dropping in my scissors paper stone. LOL. kel have help me do art. one box gave me some ideas. wah, i cant stand that dbz. aiyah, yoU bootlicker zibabom. forget it, ren yi ren. the semesters ending, next year different class liao.

2007-10-01T06:26:00.000-07:00

http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html
fun :D
definitely true

2007-10-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

PORN disc for nka.
LOL.
no lahs.
its a game.
his sis wanted it outlaw tennis.
back from malaysia,
chinese test today.
had to finish art.
brush up on that science of mine.
gosh, 4/10.
big time failure.
our marks were like 0234
wl.
brush my teeth up.
catching <3
i got two ugly blisters on my legs.
cant wear shoes.
hurt like effing hell.
lol.
okay then i shall get back to my work.
toodles.
happy children day :D

2007-10-01T04:01:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is history.Tomorrow is mystery.Today is a gift.That is why it is called the present.

He, who loses money, loses much;He, who loses a friend, loses much more;He, who loses faith, loses all.
Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,But beautiful old people are works of art.
Learn from the mistakes of others You can't live long enough to make them allyourself.

Friends
Anger is only one letter short of dangerIf someone betrays you once, it is his fault;If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.
Great minds discuss ideas;Average minds discuss events;Small minds discuss people.

2007-09-27T04:01:00.000-07:00

i've been spending alot of money.
macmacmac.
all week.
my biills also burst uh.
136++.
must pay leh
spent alot on art materials too.
art isnt my calling.
went to study woth zh and vonn and alicia and thomas and gabriel.
tmr kel's house i think ?
lols.
going to malaysia after tuition tmr,
great, buy disc and watch.
buy things :D

2007-09-26T04:46:00.000-07:00

ms kng :D
we have got back to the BBF again.
thanks to this b- :D
she has set the record for quarreling with me '__'
and to that fbi you should post this too.
try it .

went to study with bird, ben, hairy pig brendon chua, isabel and ivan.
the boys came later on.
thanks yuinping for pei wo go back school ;''
art is bloodybloody.
make me no time for the other impt subjects.
i'm neglecting them.
mugmugmug.
LOL.
i'm short of cash lots of things to buy; so little money .
lets see ;

wetseal top :16.50$
vest at bugis : $10
superman belt : $5 for 2 , me and yp.
cardigan : 10$ bugis
sneakers : 10$
david and goliath bag : $16.50
skinny jeans : $20
collar tees : 2 for 33$
manymanymore.

brokebrokebroke.
gosh. money needed.
savinginprogress.
i'm still tithing.
faithfulandstillgoing

2007-09-25T19:55:00.000-07:00

had e-learning ytd.
25 ppl online : D
my comp sucks;
no powerpoint or microsoft included, bloody.
make me go around like a mad woman asking cheryl to make the powerpoint send to me.
LOL.
went to study with wen and the rest.
had catchiong.
LOVE it.
LOL.
night time went to celebrate mid autumn with isabael, yp and more.

didnt go to school today.
will be going to do art and study science later on.
so toodles :D

2007-09-22T18:28:00.000-07:00

i need to save a lot of money,
i shall ask my dad for 50$ if i get into th d course :D or rather 2-3 As ??
i can do it man.
the vest at bugis goes at $10
the cardigan at bugis goes at $10.
cheap and nice.
so have to fishing save,
anyway,
i am a big money spender.
i dont know where my money goes everytime we go out.
ytd,
i brought 45.
now left 23
a total of 22 spent.
lets see :
$2.40 : bubble tea for my brother and i
$6.00 : candy empire
$3.00 : tax fare
$3.50 : dinner
$5.00: top up card
i'm still missing a few dollars.
i still owe kellin and cheryl money.
looks like i have to spend a little lesser huh ?
Lol.
i am going to study real hard for the EOY.
must get into d or e1 :3
the road is tough, but i'll try.
i'm going to study with cell group if i can.

2007-09-22T07:14:00.000-07:00

this week :D

monday,
my superman completed,
cam toys <3
leeyuan one like shit,
crapped and "studied with oscar, yanhan and yp.

tuesday,
study ?
i think.

i cant remember what happened.
anyway ,
the week has been fun and all.
my mum told me she wanted to blog.
i cant scold bad words.
she reads my blog.
GOSH.
went isabel house to make her shoes
afiq got caning,
went chc <3
and celebrated mid autumn.
funfunfun.
upload pics again.

FBI.
you dont have to post big big say we quarrel.
dont be such a #%$ say rubbish.
you blabbermouth.
act good in front of us then go back lick ppl shoes.
you think only you have blog uh?
go sell your meat lahs.
useless.
no words can describe you uncouthness.
go home and slap flies lah